✗ 17 years old (Jan 4, 2005)[☼ Sun] Capricorn
[☾ Moon] Libra
[⇧ Rising] Gemini
[Mid-Coeli] Aquarius
✗ Quoifluid / Systemfluid✗ They/It/Any (Including Neopronouns. She/Her least pref.)✗ Host of System
[Foggy Forest Pack]

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(NOTE: We are not aggressive with anyone who fall in the DNI list. If you are a chill person and do not outwardly attack me/anyone who is involved in the same things we are - maliciously - then you can interact.)
DNI if you;

  • Are an anti-endo. We support endogenic systems and we are partially endogenic ourselves. We have endogenic friends who are very real and experience the same things we do, with and without a diagnosis.

  • Are or support transmeds/sysmeds/etc. Self explanatory.

  • Are a bigot/exclusionist of any kind. This includes racists, sexists, gatekeepers (for disorders/disabilities/etc.), ableists, and more. Self explanatory.

  • Are against any of the communities we are involved in, such as being phobic or actively harassing the folks within them, etc.

Squicks(Stuff that gives a lot of discomfort)▻ Eating sounds (especially slimy sounds, gulping, smacking, or chewing soft things.)▻ Romance in general is just. icky to some of us. Doesn't mean you can't show any kind of love or anything, just being aro makes it weird lol.▻ Spiders and bugs in general, especially in HD or close imagery.▻ Storms. They're cool and all, but I have a phobia of them and it gives me anxiety.▻ (Extremely detailed) Gore - especially of the stomach/guts.▻ Bigotry in general. Also includes hating on things just because of a few bad people (ex: furries. We have some furry friends and they're super cool and normal!!)▻ Gatekeeping / Telling us we're faking for attention. We are always genuine with ourselves and we would NEVER fake a disorder. Doing this makes us have doubts about our identity and things we know we have/experience, and is all around just an asshole thing to do. Plus, you don't know what we feel, you don't know what we know, you are not us.Triggers
(Stuff that gives a lot of negative emotions when seen/mentioned/etc.)
▻ NEEDLES. Please censor. ESPECIALLY if poking into skin or is uncapped. Also includes things like sewing needles or anything with a thin, sharp point. It makes us imagine them poking into our skin and its just chjbhjf /neg▻ Scary images, but in particular, ones of figures in darkness that are shadowed and unable to be identified. Don't know where this came from, but a friend sent us a picture once of this guy in a tophat covered in shadow with light behind him and it freaked us tf out.▻ Any kind of paranoia talk, such as "there's someone behind you." or "Turn around."▻ Purposefully turning something out of proportion than what it is. We have RSD (Rejection Sensitivity Dysphoria) and have encountered some people who have taken our words out of proportion and context and had people hound us, causing us lots of anger and general sadness/hopelessness. ESPECIALLY if we didn't mean any harm or couldn't word something right.

We are involved in the following communities;▻ LGBT+▻ Alterhuman/Nonhuman▻ Plural▻ Neurodivergent---Most of us are queer in some way, with only maybe one or two who are not.Most of us experience alterhuman/nonhuman identities - such as, we have a Leafeon and a Dragon in the system who identify as such. Though, most of us also have human forms and are shapeshifters in some way.We are a system with unknown origins, and although we identify as quoigenic, we suspect traumagenic origins with endogenic mixed in.The host, Shade, is diagnosed with ADHD. It is not diagnosed with autism or OSDD/DID, though it suspects that it has those disorders. In general, the body also has these disorders (obviously).Please do not tell us to not self-diagnose, we always recognize that it is merely a suspicion and we are not diagnosed with it, though it makes it easier to keep track of what we may have to hopefully get screenings/diagnosis in the future.---
Here is a list of comforting/nostalgic sources for us;
YOUTUBE
(Active / Former content creators)
▻ Leafyishere
▻ Jesse Cox
▻ PopularMMOS
▻ Berleezy
▻ CoryxKenshin
▻ The SaD Games
▻ pwnagemcgee (aka 11 drunk guys)
▻ The Scatsbury
▻ SovietWomble
▻ YouAlwaysWin
▻ UberHaxorNova
FANDOMS/GAMES/MEDIA
▻ Legend of Zelda
▻ Bully
▻ Far Cry 3
▻ Left 4 Dead (1 & 2)
▻ Tomb Raider
▻ Warrior Cats
▻ Creepypasta / Marble Hornets
▻ Pokemon
▻ Danganronpa
▻ Phasmophobia
▻ Tokyo Jungle
▻ Little Big Planet (#1 only)
▻ Minecraft
▻ Various Animes